My Personal Manifesto

My Personal Manifesto

In 2014 I wrote something of a manifesto. Reading through it again today I find it still fits in many ways. Have you ever written something like this? . . . As your friend I want what is best for you, and for you to be happy and healthy in all ways. Always. As your Priestess know that I am at ease with being your catalyst – wherever that may lead. Hopefully to your highest self and best good. May I propel you towards your deepest desire and innermost dreams – however difficult they may be to attain. May I invoke in you an unending need to delve, to know, to change & grow, to soar – towards attainment and to feel every feeling and embrace each process along the way. I will help you to be more present in your choices and in the moments that truly count – Not checked out through drugs, alcohol, sugar, food, sex…. Or anything else. I will call you out from all those places where you hide from life, from yourself, from Truth. And I will show you the mirror so that you may gaze upon that which you need to see. As your lover I am at ease with the outcome. Even if that means you are no longer part of my life. I give gratitude for your presence in my life and to you for showing me more of what I want and do not want in my life and relationships. For you are a catalyst as well. My God and my Priest. You show me the way to my...
Heart Connection

Heart Connection

The people who are destined to meet and come together to hold the planet in a container of Love, Truth, and Healing, are meeting up. It’s a time of connection, and of deepening the intimacy in your current relationships of all kinds. Especially intimacy in the relationship to yourself. Heart-opening and activation are flooding the third dimension from the cosmos. This flooding is also flushing out many old programs and can feel confusing. Bear with it, as things settle, the clarity starts to set in. There are many circumstances where you may think you have the answer, or figured something out. Then – in a moment – EVERYTHING shifts. And you find yourself somewhere altogether different. It’s intense. And beautiful. It’s an incredibly POWERFUL time. Pay attention to who, where, and how people and situations are showing up in your life. Check-in and ask yourself some questions: How did this person/these people/this situation enter my life – what was the framework? Why did we meet now? What are we here to do? How does this feel in my body? Is this something I truly want? Or is this to show me what I do not want? How did my thinking and intentions bring this into being? Do I feel/think/know differently now? If I’m honest with myself, does this (person, place, situation) really align with my highest integrity? Why? Why not? How can I live in the fullest integrity possible at this time? Is it time to act? Or time to sit and *listen*? Do I have all the answers I need? Am I clear? Does this feel like Yes?...
It doesn’t feel good anymore

It doesn’t feel good anymore

It doesn’t feel good anymore. I’ve been inside the realms of tantra, spirituality, and self-awareness – those thing that supposedly catalyze growth – for a very long time. (Longer than most) As I see posts from others in the community, posts offering insights and challenges, I’m not *feeling* it anymore. Answers aren’t exactly clear right now. Many feelings are surfacing that I’ve not made sense of yet. I keep looking for ::more:: Something fresh and new. Something authentic and activating. But I don’t see or feel those things being offered. It feels hollow. Empty AF. It’s not just me. I am clear that many so-called teachers and experts are asserting ideas and narratives that wreak of dogmatism. While I get that the things that previously brought us joy or succor aren’t exactly doing that any longer, I wonder why I feel a lack of joy, an absence of connection, an emptiness, feelings of “that does not resonate” and “same old, same old.” Preaching to a choir of those who will listen; those who are unsure enough to overthink and question themselves. Repeatedly. Please hear me! You don’t have to follow the “code” or buy into a limited way of thinking. You don’t don’t need anyone to tell you how to behave, how to heal, how to find love, how to understand, how to BE. You/we are much more powerful than that. Too many are taking the things I love and hold most dear – the very studies and practices I hold precious – and making them finite and absolute. That’s not Tantra. That’s not true spirituality or mysticism. It...